Saturday, January 27, 2007
yet another week has passed. we finally had our very first discussion for our assignment. not much progress until we start work on monday. it really reminds me of project work back in j1. and apparently only our class has to do notes of meeting. zzzz. sm, wc and i skipped the ipc lecture on wed. and now we're so lost. why does it have to happen on my virgin attempt to skip lectures?! hahaha i'm serious!
met up with wj last night. i've never seen anyone that depressed before, questioning the purpose of life. he seems to have given up on life, on happiness and on himself. for once i was speechless. i wasn't able to say things which could convince even myself.
please. don't let him be this way for long.just completed watching
one litre of tears. it's a remarkable show. or rather, because it's based on a true story, the girl is someone we ought to learn from. though she's no longer around, her story and words have been encouraging and enlightening people for the past 29 years. ah maybe i should send wj this show.
it's gonna be a hectic week ahead. finally meeting ashton on monday. he's addicted to nicholas sparks' books :) and he's off to india for training for 2 weeks. hopefully he'll return safe and sound.
it's not that i want things to be the way it is now. i honestly don't wish to be how i am to him now. i know i ought to make things explicit to him. but how?
it's sad to know that the person who can make you smile is the same person who's hurting you.
it's sad to know that things would never be possible yet a part of you still hopes that it is.
it's sad to know that the person whom you don't ever wanna forget is someone you have to forget.
it's sad to know that the person has already moved on but here you are holding on to the past.
it's sad to know that you were once part of the person's life but that person's treating you so coldly now.
it's sad to know that behind every smile of yours lies a heart so scarred, so broken.
i'm really sorry for all the pain.
take me with you
11:16 PM
